It may be stormy now, but it can’t rain foreverTumblr (3.0; @breakingfreefromed)http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/<p>I just want to be good enough for him again :( im afraid that i never will be</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50766003218http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50766003218Sun, 19 May 2013 00:08:39 +0100<p>I wish everything would be perfect already..</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50761331496http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50761331496Sat, 18 May 2013 23:01:56 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d0a366b361935c92d50a785be1357314/tumblr_mkbh55VPGz1rajp4po1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50035335335http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50035335335Thu, 09 May 2013 21:58:59 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb11q8Wexg1qj8hn4o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50035318407http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50035318407Thu, 09 May 2013 21:58:45 +0100<p>Feeling so alone, have eaten too much today, wish i wasnt such a failure :(</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50034312501http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/50034312501Thu, 09 May 2013 21:45:21 +0100depressioned<p>Feeling pretty anxious and i dont know why</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49705973528http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49705973528Sun, 05 May 2013 19:46:59 +0100<p>Getting bored of being kept waiting, i need an answer before i reach my limit and say enough is enough.</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49701614781http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49701614781Sun, 05 May 2013 18:52:09 +0100<p>Bought a book on the 5:2 diet, thought it would be worth a read. Anyone tried it? Adapted it?</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49686958542http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49686958542Sun, 05 May 2013 15:27:34 +01005:2 dietfive two diet<p>I just want to look nice in clothes&#8230;. Is that too much to ask :(</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49539603384http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49539603384Fri, 03 May 2013 22:49:30 +0100<p>Feeling pretty shit about my weight again even though i havnt gained :s need to lose 7lbs still until i will be happy. I have healthy snacks for lunch and plan on keeping as low as i can while im at work this week.</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49121588152http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49121588152Sun, 28 Apr 2013 21:51:49 +0100ed<p>I feel so lonely tonight, i want my ex back in bed with me :(</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49120731277http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/49120731277Sun, 28 Apr 2013 21:41:24 +0100<p>Havnt been here for a while but im starting to struggle again and figured here was a good place to come :s</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/48880242677http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/48880242677Thu, 25 Apr 2013 22:55:59 +0100<p>None of this would be happening if i hadnt of fucked up :(</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/46114000057http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/46114000057Sat, 23 Mar 2013 23:51:08 +0000<p>I dont wish to be ungrateful but he didnt get me anything for my first mothers day, he got a card and that was it. I feel so angry and upset that he didnt care enough to even get something small for me from my daughter. You can never have a first mothers day again and i feel really let down :(</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/45044776640http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/45044776640Sun, 10 Mar 2013 19:14:21 +0000<p>I feel so ill and lightheaded which started soon after i took my first tablet&#8230; I hope these side effects wear off pretty soon because i have my daughter to look after</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44394995514http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44394995514Sat, 02 Mar 2013 20:36:51 +0000<p>Ok so i lied and said i hadnt thought of harming myself even though i already have and i decided not to tell her about my eating purely because i cannot deal with tests etc if she wanted me to get them done. I know i should have been honest but quite frankly im ashamed of it all so i kept quiet. Ive been put back on anti depressants so that should help but i am seriously considering finding a counsellor while i still have private healthcare insurance :s</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44363434668http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44363434668Sat, 02 Mar 2013 11:32:02 +0000<p>In the waiting room, so nervous i feel sick :s</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44362076671http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44362076671Sat, 02 Mar 2013 10:46:00 +0000<p>I have the doctors in the morning, still dont know whether to mention my issues with food or just my depression, i figure im not skinny enough for her to take me seriously about my weightloss so i guess that can wait until another time? Argh i dont know how honest i want to be :s</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44333770498http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44333770498Sat, 02 Mar 2013 01:25:52 +0000<p>For the first time ever today i looked in the mirror while trying on one of my dresses and thought i looked too skinny to wear it. It scared me a bit that i was able to see myself for &#8216;real&#8217; &#8230; I think :s</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44332762769http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44332762769Sat, 02 Mar 2013 01:11:34 +0000eating disordered<p>I feel too cold and tired to want to work out&#8230; Im so frickin lazy :(</p>http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44294114854http://breakingfreefromed.tumblr.com/post/44294114854Fri, 01 Mar 2013 14:33:25 +0000